6.39 THE QUIET (SECRETIVE) NATURE OF “THE SECRET GODDESS”
To maintain the Integrity of the spiritual teachings of Jesus, believer must not openly declare when or that he or she is practicing it, because “by nature” the six negative Commandments 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, and 12 must be done with the absolute subtlety of Negativity for Holiness to arise (Quietism of Jesus). The soul needs to be still at times so that the Truth can be seen503. This is the comparable sense of Buddha’s Meditation:* “When the ocean of meditation is calm, the Holy Light will come” (Temporarily translated). Jesus has practiced God’s Truth of Life to sanctify504 himself in silent secret505, oftentimes alone506. This is another reason beside discreetly searching out God-chosen believers that Jesus himself has had to keep his Doctrine of God hidden so that the Faith is only known by God the Holy Spirit in the secret Negativity of the spiritual world**. But ironically, this secrecy has partaken in costing future believers the Truth of Life of his teachings, especially when the superficiality of Saul (due to his lack of the secret Truth) covers Jesus’ Path, and so God’s Truth has been deeply buried to all … (or is it still practiced in secret nowadays in some secret societies by his descendant followers?***) Nevertheless, again, by intention (design) Jesus has only looked for God-called believers (the elect) whom he would entrust the secret Doctrine507. Moreover, false believers bearing the mark of the Devil508 might turn around as traitor or spy to ruin his secret teachings on other disciples where forming and keeping the subtle Negativity is crucial. In “The Round Dance of the Cross” (The Hymn of Jesus), Jesus by singing tells his disciples to keep quiet about his mysteries and reveal (declare) to only [those who seek] 509.
* I have realized that in Eastern Meditation, the eyes of the follower are not completely closed so that he or she becomes half-awake (semi-conscious), and they are focused on one common point; this would help to induce the union of the polarities Yin and Yang of spirit which then becomes the “elixir of immortality” (Taoist Yoga: Alchemy & Immortality/Charles Luk 1973, p. 1).
** Jesus’ Crucifix was seen in the back part of the Heavenly Temple in the Sun; it symbolizes the negative realm of spirits (of the dead that have become the living) (Matthew 22:31-32).
*** As shown in the movie “The Da Vinci Code” based on the novel of Dan Brown.
The radiating interactions between the complementary pairs of moral conducts will create an impartial* Spirit that is holy and functionally live. Again, the crosswise obedience, which means “carrying the Cross behind Jesus”510, truly is from “Jesus’ baptizing by the Holy Spirit”511 (Review Chapter 4, Kingdom of God). The hand blessing (crossing) is only its symbolic expression commonly done by the Catholic priests. The endless flow of vitality (life force) – the supernatural power for everlasting life – originates from the Crossing Center (Zero-point Field) of the Holy Spirit, and is called the “River of Truth” previously shown.
Each time a pair of spiritual Commandments (e.g. 4 v 10) are faithfully followed or heartedly memorized with true understanding, a dualistic interaction would occur, sending out polarized flows (negative vitality and positive vitality512) as brain waves from the spiritual center (“the heart”) that are mutually crossed by the flows of a corresponding pair of physical Commandments (e.g. 7 v 1). When all “the memory proteins of Jesus” are formed and stored in memory bank for daily behaving, the perpetually-continuous flows of vitality (“Chi”) should show the Holiness (Heavenly Wisdom), the basic Divine Nature513 [of God] that emanates “the Light of life”**.
The mature Holy Spirit will gain more power (when Jesus’ blood words have much become the believer’s nature). It is then becoming “the Sacred Heart”, often portrayed as Jesus’ radiant heart, but more symbolically correct is the Halo bearing a Cross image around his head because “the heart” is in the Central Nervous System.
The spiritual flow possesses the healing power of God that, believe it or not, a hemophiliac woman who faithfully touched Jesus, believing absolutely that she would be healed, was healed instantly514. Jesus corrected her troubled system by assimilating it into his Holy Spirit momentarily; her receptive faith in his power perhaps had facilitated the miracle. Truly, this is what was meant: “… He himself took our infirmities and bored our sicknesss”515. He also caused his disciples to heal themselves after witnessing his Crucifixion and Resurrection by truly obeying his Commandments that it was cryptically said: “… by whose stripes you were healed.”516
The symbolic halo around Jesus’ head
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The believers of Jesus must learn by heart the compliance statements of his Commandments daily and actually do them with full knowledge of their original instructions until “Jesus’ flesh and blood” becomes theirs. Only then, truly becoming the holy children of God, the faithful believers will be freed and know how Jesus really is as the Holy Son of God. Jesus has taught that only by thought of lust after someone, a person has already committed adultery with that one in the “heart”. The possible sexual arousal is the evidence of the evil “running away fire current”. (One therefore should control their seeing and thinking). A believer thus can be sure that true belief and understanding to memorize and behave accordingly will have accounted (tangible) effects on the spiritual center. For example: Commandment #5, believer obeys to not resist the evil acts acted upon by someone, but to readily tolerate and compassionately endure them even more than being demanded, the believer will feel that the evil mistreats are not that bad to bear! The Apostles rejoiced517 after being punished (whipped) by the Jewish council because they understood this Commandment of their teacher Savior; their spirit was delivered from earthly suffering. Without that faith of Jesus, coming from the true understanding of the logical Truth, the disciple, like other ordinary humans, might not be able to take it and would suffer a great deal from the evil. Yet, this is done without taking into account the complementary effect of its counterpart Commandment #11 (Keeping goodness in the “heart”). With the compliance with this opposite Commandment, the flow is completely continuous through #8 (Secret praying) then #2 (No lusting after) back to attraction to #5 (Enduring evil). This means it is complementarily supported, and therefore the whole “running system” is an everlasting spirit that gradually becomes so powerful that it can even control and heal others.
* Crosswise-balanced (righteously-centered) on polarities.
** This is the invisible waves of light (“the clear light”) that invigorate the whole body physically and mentally, enlightening the Holy disciple (John 8:12).
Jesus has assured his disciples that they surely can perform his works [of God.] 518 He also says that faithful believers (who obey God’s Commandments) can command to cause a big tree or a mountain to move.519 The Sun-like spirit can control the weight of things perhaps through the regulation of the gravitational attraction(s) exerted on them. The UFOs (Unidentified Flying Objects), if existing, might have operated via this mysterious principle of levitation. Some schools of meditation believe they could rise up to the air. In my many “consciously-aware sleeps” (before 2006) I felt I was levitated by some unknown power (presence) and slowly spun around (face up, sometimes face up then face down) before buzzing away like a bug (insect) through matter. Jesus had used the power of God (the Holy Spirit in him) to perform many miracles: Walking on the water of Lake Galilee, changing water into wine (metamorphosis), multiplying foods, calming storm, healing the lepers, opening the eyes for the blind, driving out demons, raising the dead, curing the paralyzed, … By Holy Will, Jesus the Faithful can do all miracles of God.
All things come from light which might originate from “Nothing”, i.e. unseen black hole (or center of a galaxy such as Sagittarius A of our Galaxy, the Milky Way) where new stars can be formed. And the most prominent characteristic of an invisible black hole is its absolutely strong Gravity (Attraction). Jesus reveals that God the Father is in the secret Heaven which can also exist in the heart520 [of mind]. Thus, by the holy will, using Gravitational attraction perhaps, a godly man like Jesus can do the miracles of God; e.g., altering time/space/matter. Saint Luke shows that Saint Philip and Saint Peter have attained this level of holiness521.
Now back to the learning and practicing the 12 Commandments of Jesus. The positive complying behavior that is naturally open and may be seen or known by others is called “good”, because it is clear and open. The negative complying attitude that is subtle522 (cautious and quiet like snake) to not be seen or known by others is called “evil”, because it is dark or hidden. However, because such negatively-subtle acts taught by Jesus are not meant to deceive for unrighteous gain that may be harmful to the lives of others, they are not wickedly evil*. They are “good evil” to constitute the Negativity half of the Holy Spirit. The acts of the false believers are all wickedly evil (even though they often may be hypocritically open!) because they are deceitful (and if needed, violent and deadly as poisonous snakes) for certain worldly motive (evil agenda). Jesus’ disciples must be “subtly wise as snakes but gently harmless as doves”523. This good Negativity is necessary for balancing the good Positivity in “the heart” to form the impartial Holy Spirit.
* Thus, there are good evil and bad evil.
(To be continued…)
NOTES OF CHAPTER 6:
 Added to clarify.
503 Morning Light: On the spiritual path/The White Eagle publishing trust 1957-1975, p. 10.
504 John 17:18.
505 Matthew 12:15-21.
506 Matthew 14:23; Mark 1:35; 6:46; Luke 4:42.
507 John 4:14-18; 6:27; 6:51; 8:36.
508 John 6:66.
509 The Gnostic Gospel of Jesus: The definitive collection of mystical Gospels and secret books about Jesus of Nazareth/Marvin Meyer 2005, pp. 284-286.
510 Matthew 10:38; 16:24.
511 Matthew 3:11; Mark 1:8; Luke 3:16; John 1:33.
512 Taoist Yoga: Alchemy & Immortality/Charles Luk 1973, p. 198.
513 2 Peter 1:3-4.
514 Matthew 9:20-22; Mark 5:25-30; Luke 8:43-46.
515 Matthew 8:14-17; Isaiah 53:4.
516 1 Peter 2:24.
517 Acts 5:40-41.
518 John 14:12.
519 Matthew 17:20-21; 21:21-22; Mark 11:23; Luke 17:6.
520 Matthew 6:1, 6, 18, 21.
521 Acts 8:37-39; 9:32-41.
522 Genesis 3:1.
523 Matthew 10:16.